Love, Rach
Friday, November 22, 2013
My Reason to be Brave
I have started a new blog called "Finding the Sunshine" about my battle with depression. I am hoping that by sharing a little bit of what I am going through, I'll be able to help somebody, somewhere. Please feel free to check it out and tell others about it.
Saturday, November 2, 2013
Be still, and know that I am God.
"However bewildering this all may be, these afflictions are some of the realities of mortal life, and there should be no more shame in acknowledging them than in acknowledging a battle with high blood pressure or the sudden appearance of a malignant tumor." http://www.lds.org/general-conference/2013/10/like-a-broken-vessel
When I was sixteen years old, I was diagnosed with MDD or Depression. I have battled with it since.
"So how do you best respond when mental or emotional challenges confront you or those you love? Above all, never lose faith in your Father in Heaven, who loves you more than you can comprehend. As President Monson said to the Relief Society sisters so movingly last Saturday evening: “That love never changes. … It is there for you when you are sad or happy, discouraged or hopeful. God’s love is there for you whether or not you feel you deserve [it]. It is simply always there.” Never, ever doubt that, and never harden your heart." http://www.lds.org/general-conference/2013/10/like-a-broken-vessel
The last six months on my mission were incredibly difficult, but the best experience of my life. I've been honorably released and sent home to battle my depression. Something that I've learned on my mission is about the ENABLING power of the Atonement. The Atonement doesn't just cover sins or mistakes. Jesus Christ is the only one who knows EXACTLY how I am feeling right now. I testify that our Savior, Jesus Christ knows us all individually. He is the reason I could get up every morning, and the reason I keep going. I know this church is true, with all of my heart. I wish I was still in Washington, but the Lord has different plans in mind for me. I'm ready to serve.
Love, Rachel
When I was sixteen years old, I was diagnosed with MDD or Depression. I have battled with it since.
"So how do you best respond when mental or emotional challenges confront you or those you love? Above all, never lose faith in your Father in Heaven, who loves you more than you can comprehend. As President Monson said to the Relief Society sisters so movingly last Saturday evening: “That love never changes. … It is there for you when you are sad or happy, discouraged or hopeful. God’s love is there for you whether or not you feel you deserve [it]. It is simply always there.” Never, ever doubt that, and never harden your heart." http://www.lds.org/general-conference/2013/10/like-a-broken-vessel
The last six months on my mission were incredibly difficult, but the best experience of my life. I've been honorably released and sent home to battle my depression. Something that I've learned on my mission is about the ENABLING power of the Atonement. The Atonement doesn't just cover sins or mistakes. Jesus Christ is the only one who knows EXACTLY how I am feeling right now. I testify that our Savior, Jesus Christ knows us all individually. He is the reason I could get up every morning, and the reason I keep going. I know this church is true, with all of my heart. I wish I was still in Washington, but the Lord has different plans in mind for me. I'm ready to serve.
Love, Rachel
Monday, October 28, 2013
Week 27
Hello all!
This week was pretty tough, not going to lie.
Sister Goble (pronounced like "global" without the beginnning l" are still
trying to adjust to each other and each other's teaching styles. But, we have
definitely made major strides in getting to know each other better and getting
along better. Monday, October 21, 2013
What week are we on anyways? Twenty six?
Hello family and friends!
Let me tell you about the wonderful
Erika!
Love, Sister Morrow
Rachel and & recently transferred...Sister Hehl
Wednesday, October 16, 2013
Week 25
Additional note: The only other info we were able to gather from Rachel is that her new companion is Sis Goble.
Dear loved ones,
I dunno even know where to start. This will
probably be a short email because there is so much to write that I'm only gonna
write a little bit. That makes sense, right? ;)Monday, October 7, 2013
Week 24
Hello all!
So, this week was a tough one. I still wasn't feeling good, and ended up staying in on Wednesday. That was tough on Sister Hehl. I felt pretty badly about it. It was also hard because we have zero investigators. BUT! We have two new investigators! We've only met them once though...haha. Their names are Niko and Yerryban (Jerry, in English). Niko doesn't look super promising because he hardcore stood us up at a lesson we had planned yesterday. But Yerry is from Puerto Rico and is awesome! Hopefully we will get to teach him this week.
The highlight of my week was conference, of course. Conference = Christmas on a mission. My favorite talk was the talk Elder Holland gave. I bawled my eyes out. I've never had a talk that was like this one. I'm pretty sure Elder Holland wrote it just for me. For those of you who don't know, I was diagnosed with Depression when I was sixteen. I have dealt with it since, and it has been a trial, but it has strengthened my testimony so much. When I feel at my lowest, I know that the Savior is there with me. As Elder Holland put it, "When the bitter cup does not pass, drink it and look forward to better days ahead." It strengthens me so much to know that my Savior knows what the bitter cup tastes like. He loves me, and each of us, and is on our side no matter what. Depression isn't easy to handle, but with the Savior on my side, I can do all things. (Phil 4:13)
Another thing I really loved about conference was President Uchtdorf's talk. "Doubt your doubts before you doubt your faith." I LOVE that. Too often I get wrapped up and sucked into my doubts and blinded by them. Heavenly Father doesn't give us doubts. Satan does. We should doubt our doubts are valid before we start doubting the faith that God gave us.
This is the last week of this transfer. :( I have no clue what is going to happen, so I'm just gonna make this the best week ever. I have LOVED serving in the Mirror Lake YSA Branch. I love these kids with all of my heart. This branch is "home." But, I will go where the Lord wants me to go! Each area I have left I have felt like my heart was going to break, but I end up loving my new area just as much as my last area.
I love you all, pray for you all, and hope all is well.
Love always,
Sister Morrow
So, this week was a tough one. I still wasn't feeling good, and ended up staying in on Wednesday. That was tough on Sister Hehl. I felt pretty badly about it. It was also hard because we have zero investigators. BUT! We have two new investigators! We've only met them once though...haha. Their names are Niko and Yerryban (Jerry, in English). Niko doesn't look super promising because he hardcore stood us up at a lesson we had planned yesterday. But Yerry is from Puerto Rico and is awesome! Hopefully we will get to teach him this week.
The highlight of my week was conference, of course. Conference = Christmas on a mission. My favorite talk was the talk Elder Holland gave. I bawled my eyes out. I've never had a talk that was like this one. I'm pretty sure Elder Holland wrote it just for me. For those of you who don't know, I was diagnosed with Depression when I was sixteen. I have dealt with it since, and it has been a trial, but it has strengthened my testimony so much. When I feel at my lowest, I know that the Savior is there with me. As Elder Holland put it, "When the bitter cup does not pass, drink it and look forward to better days ahead." It strengthens me so much to know that my Savior knows what the bitter cup tastes like. He loves me, and each of us, and is on our side no matter what. Depression isn't easy to handle, but with the Savior on my side, I can do all things. (Phil 4:13)
Another thing I really loved about conference was President Uchtdorf's talk. "Doubt your doubts before you doubt your faith." I LOVE that. Too often I get wrapped up and sucked into my doubts and blinded by them. Heavenly Father doesn't give us doubts. Satan does. We should doubt our doubts are valid before we start doubting the faith that God gave us.
This is the last week of this transfer. :( I have no clue what is going to happen, so I'm just gonna make this the best week ever. I have LOVED serving in the Mirror Lake YSA Branch. I love these kids with all of my heart. This branch is "home." But, I will go where the Lord wants me to go! Each area I have left I have felt like my heart was going to break, but I end up loving my new area just as much as my last area.
I love you all, pray for you all, and hope all is well.
Love always,
Sister Morrow
Monday, September 30, 2013
Week 23
Hello all!
So this last week was full of ups and
downs.....the best "up" being that Jennifer got baptized on Saturday!
1. Immerse yourself in the scriptures
I don't know about you, but I'm feelin' week tweeenntyy twwooo...
Hello all!
Highlights from this week!
Rachel still has to be creative on her mission!
Sister Morrow and Sister Hehl
Monday, September 16, 2013
Week 21! Loving Life!
Hello everyone! Yet another week has come and gone. I swear, time goes by
faster and faster the longer I am out here!
So! About this
week:Week 20
Hello all!
The email this week is probably gonna be a bit
shorter! I don't have too much to write about this week,
event-wise.Tuesday, September 3, 2013
Week 19
Hello everyone!
This week was a long, awesome, exhausting week
full of some incredible stuff!This week we had exchanges with our Sister Trainer Leader. Sister Hehl went to that area, and Sister Brittany Barlow from Kaysville, Utah came into my area. She went to Davis, and we have a lot of mutual friends! It was fun to talk about home. But while we were on that exchange, we were working on a list of all the YSA's in the Stake. I can't remember if I have already mentioned this, but we are going through the list to see who is still in the boundaries, who is married, who isn't interested, etc. I saw a name on there and just decided to go there. It turns out that the girl who we had come to visit didn't actually live there, but was visiting with her sister. She had been thinking about coming back to church but didn't know where to start. She was about to go take a nap and thought about praying when we knocked on the door. It was such an incredible experience. And her sister isn't a member, and wants to be baptized! (Unfortunately we are having a hard time getting back into contact with her since she lives in Tacoma)
Monday, August 26, 2013
Week 18, 4 months in!
Hello all!
Fun fact: On Saturday was my 4 month "anniversary"
of leaving on my mission! How crazy. I am so grateful to be a
missionary!
On Tuesday, I had had enough. I remember in the MTC, an Elder in my
district using Mosiah 18 to extend the baptismal invitation. So, I whipped it
out and we read it with her. We expressed to her that she didn't need to KNOW to
be baptized. She didn't need to be PERFECT to be baptized. When I got baptized
when I was 8, I didn't know the church was true, but I believed it. And that is
all that was required for me to enter into that sacred covenant with God. So
after talking with her about all of this, I looked her in the eye and said: "So
Shannon. Will you follow the example of Jesus Christ and be baptized by someone
holding the proper authority of God?" She sighed, put her head down on the desk,
and asked, "When?"
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Right then and there, she set up a Facebook event. She is getting baptized
on this very SATURDAY! AUGUST 31st! I cannot express how excited I am. It is
such a blessing to have been a part of this. After 8 years, Shannon is finally
taking that leap of faith. She is such an incredible example to me. She has
taught me that this life isn't about knowing. It is about having faith, and
believing that God will make up the difference.
This church is true. I believe it and I know it! I have seen it bless so
many people. I am so grateful I get to be a missionary, especially here in the
Mirror Lake YSA Branch with Sister Hehl. I know that I am where I am supposed to
be.
I love you all!
Hurrah for Israel!
Love, Sister Morrow
17 Miracles
Note: This was from August 19th
Hello all!
It is week 17, so I'm going to write about
seventeen miracles that I have seen this week:Monday, August 12, 2013
Hello all!
I don't have a ton of time to write this week, so
sorry about that.
Highlights of the week:
-Sister Hehl
got stitches on Saturday. Okay, that's not a highlight. But it was something
rather big that happened haha. We were having a lesson at Dave and Jessica's
house and went on a walk on the trail behind their house. We were walking back
up the hill and Sister H sliced her ankle on a broken glass bottle. She didn't
think it was too deep, but alas, we could see her tendon. I almost puked. Not
really. But I did get shaky. But anyways, I made some slightly frantic calls to
Sister Eaton and President Eaton and they directed me to take her to Urgent Care
where they stitched her right up. I was actually the doctor's assistant, helping
him by sanitarily (is that a word?) opening up sucher equipment. I forced myself
to watch him give the stitches so that I would be less squeemish. Ya, I'm still
squeamish.
-We had a great lesson with a less active named Orrin. I
shared Mosiah 2:17 and he started crying. He said, "Sister Morrow, you are only
the second person in my life to make me tear up. You have changed my life. I can
tell you right now, you are meant to be on a mission here, right now. Both of
you are." I was kinda just floored. What an experience.
-Dave and
Jessica need some prayers. Satan is doing EVERYTHING in his power to work against them. But we are
working even harder. I know that God is on our side and will bless them to
overcome their trials.
-An Aunt of one of our investigators called
us and chewed me out. Specifically me. For inviting her nephew to be baptized.
That was fun. After the phone call I just bawled. I felt so down on myself! I
have been working so hard to do God's will, and that's how I was treated. But,
life is life, and that investigator has the choice to be offended about being
invited to repent or has the choice to accept the invitation.
-The
pastor that Dave and Jessica live with asked us for $300,000 for her
organization. That was fun trying to explain to her that we have NO idea how to
help her and that she needs to get in contact with other people. She wouldn't
have it.
-We participated in a service project as a zone to help
set up a fundraiser auction for a home for battered women. It was really fun,
and we got to see a lot of beautiful art. Dad, there was an artist selling
candles that were made out of rocks! The rocks were cut and polished and an oil
lamp is attached to the bottom and wick comes out through the rock. He lit one
for us...it was gorgeous. I wanted to buy one for you. You would love
it.
Love, Sister Morrow
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Monday, August 5, 2013
Hello all!
Monday: P-days are like my favorite and least favorites days because they
are SO BUSY. But we got to go to the Redondo boardwalk on the Sound and had
lunch at a restaurant called Salty's. I had crab mac and cheese. It was
fantastic. :) I would send pictures but we are on rented laptops at the library
and they crash if we try to send pictures. :( Maybe next week!
Tuesday: We went on an exchange with our Sister Trainer Leader. Sister
Woodland, the Sister Trainer Leader came to my area. She is incredible. She has
been through so much in her life and she has totally changed my outlook on
missionary work. But before we went on exchanges, Sister Hehl and I went and saw
a referral we had named Dave. He is a black guy in his twenties, and he is
hilarious. Basically, he is my black brother. Brotha. Whatever. ;) We sat and
talked with him and his girlfriend Jessica and they are on date for baptism on
August 31! They are SO prepared. Jessica told us that she had been clean from
drugs and alcohol for two weeks before she even met us, and Dave said he is
willing to clean up his life and stop smoking eventually. It was just such a
great lesson and we were so excited. On exchanges, Sister Woodland and I taught
to recent converts. Those lessons were so incredibly spiritual. I love feeling
the spirit testify through us that what we are teaching is true!
Wednesday: WE GOT OUR AREA BOOK! So the Elders before us had lost the Area
Book at a zone conference and it somehow ended up in the Seattle mission. With a
lot of phone calls and prayers, we got it back! I can't tell you what a miracle
this is. The Area Book contains records of everyone that has been taught in this
area, what they've learned, etc. I am so glad we got it back.
Thursday: The first day EVER that I actually enjoyed tracting. Honestly, I
hated tracting with a passion. It is so terrifying to knock on someone's door
and start talking about the gospel. I thought it wouldn't be that bad, but I
really haven't liked it. BUT. Sister Woodland taught me a better way to tract
than I had been taught. She taught me to fit principles of the gospel into the
conversation right off the bat. It's a bit more aggressive than the way I had
learned. Instead of just pretty much announcing who we are just to be turned
away, now I ask about their beliefs and slip our beliefs in here and there. It
feels so much more natural and effective. We found a lot of potential
investigators, but unfortunately we can't teach like any of them because they
aren't YSA's. But that's okay! Some missionary will be able to teach them! :) We
also had a great church tour with Dave and Jessica. They talk a lot, but we were
able to get them to quiet down and feel the spirit. It was amazing.
:)
Friday: We had
another AWESOME church tour with an investigator named Marshall! He accepted to
be baptized on August 24th because he will be out of town on the 31st. :) He is
so great and I am so excited to work with him. He first became interested when
his aunt converted. He even wears a CTR ring that she gave him along with his
cross. :)
Saturday: We had a pretty scary experience on
Saturday. We were tracting and long story short, we ran into a situation that we
needed to get out of. The spirit left almost as soon as the guy answered the
door. I am so grateful for the protection God provides for His missionaries.
Truly. That situation could have gotten much much worse very quickly, but the
Spirit prompted us to leave so we did. I am so grateful that we have the Spirit!
The second counselor in the Branch presidency's wife let us come to her house
for a few minutes to cry and calm down. I am so grateful for her and for her
love and concern. She was a mom when we needed one
:)
Sunday: Dave and Jessica came to church. Not
only did they come to church, but Dave got up AND BORE HIS TESTIMONY! He talked
about how he knows the church is true, and that he knows it because we DO what
Christ did. Everybody was tearing up in the audience. The spirit was so so
strong! After Dave sat down, I turned to Sister Hehl and mouthed, "Is this real
life?!" Then we were in charge of teaching the lesson in Relief Society about
missionary work. I was nervous about what Jessica would think about us talking
about what we do. But near the end of the lesson she raised her hand and said
that she just wanted to thank us for being her friends and for bringing truth
into her life. She said that she has never been religious, and this is the
happiest she has every been in her entire life and she wishes everyone could
have this joy. Sister Hehl and I totally choked up and pretty much ended the
lesson there. I cannot even DESCRIBE the feelings I had yesterday. Seeing the
pure joy in Dave and Jessica's eyes...there is nothing like it. They have come
so far in the very short time that we have known them. The joy that missionary
work brings is like an adrenaline rush that just keeps coming. So this is what
it feels like to be a missionary. :)
The church is true! This gospel is true! I
love being a missionary and the abundance of blessings it brings. I love you all
and pray for you.
Hurrah for
Israel!
Love, Sister
Morrow
Monday, July 29, 2013
Hello all!
Well, it has been quite the week!So far I absolutely love this branch. The leaders are so supportive and so excited to have sisters here. Apparently the Elders who were here last were slightly on the lazy side...But anyways haha. :) There is a lot of potential in this branch. I can feel it! I have a feeling Sister H and I are going to get a lot done in this area and see a lot of miracles.
Thank you all for your prayers and love. I love being a missionary! This week I asked Sister H, "Can you even imagine your life without serving a mission?" I truly can't. It is amazing that a year ago a mission wasn't EVEN in the far reaches of my plans. God has a way of making sure we end up where we need to be, though. I am learning so much, and growing so much. I can't imagine my life without having been called to serve the Lord.
Tuesday, July 23, 2013
Hello everyone!
This is going to be a short one because the computers weren't working so I just barely got on.
So, the news you've all been waiting for......
Sister Hehl and I have both been out-of-zone transferred! We don't know where to though, not yet. And the crazy thing is we are staying together! That doesn't happen very often. I am super sad to be leaving Auburn and the White River Ward. I feel like we just barely were making progress in the area.
A couple of highlights from this week:-Frank texted us and wanted us to teach him again! We had a great lesson with him on Sunday. I am sad that we are leaving him.-I went on an exchange to Lake Holm this week! Talk about WEIRD. It was crazy being back in my old area. I was with Sister Judd, a sister from England. She was born in Detroit but grew up in England. We went to go visit a potential investigator and had an interesting experience haha. The guy was like 80 years old. He had fallen that week, and was bent on showing us his bruises. He lifted up his shirt to show us one on his back, and then pulled down his pants to show us one on his hip. So...I got mooned by an eighty year old.-Some sister in the ward, we don't know who, dropped off 10+ bags of groceries at our apartment. I almost started crying. It meant so much to us that they would go out of their way and spend so much money on us! It was a huge miracle and blessing.-We had an AWESOME lesson with Mikayla and Joel this week. They weren't going to let us in, but they did. We talked about a lot, and Sister Hehl and I took turns keeping the kids occupied. I had one of the sweetest moments ever: Taniah, their six year old girl, was looking through my quad with me. In the back, there is a picture of the Salt Lake temple. She literally gasped and stared at the picture. I said, "Isn't it beautiful? That's a temple! I am getting married in there someday." She looked up at me with these big round eyes and said, "Me too!" For that brief moment, I truly saw heaven in her eyes. I saw that recognition that comes from beyond the veil. It was incredible.-I learned some Marshallese! We had a Marshallese sister we were working with to bring back to church. She taught us how to say "How are you?" and "What have you eaten today?" "H et h'am muurr rhine-ee?" and "Quar manga ta rhine-ee?" I love you all, and I love being a missionary. This work is amazing. For some cool scriptures about missionary work read: D&C 133:57-58 and Isaiah 60:22.Hurrah for Israel!
Love, Sister Morrow
This is going to be a short one because the computers weren't working so I just barely got on.
So, the news you've all been waiting for......
Sister Hehl and I have both been out-of-zone transferred! We don't know where to though, not yet. And the crazy thing is we are staying together! That doesn't happen very often. I am super sad to be leaving Auburn and the White River Ward. I feel like we just barely were making progress in the area.
A couple of highlights from this week:-Frank texted us and wanted us to teach him again! We had a great lesson with him on Sunday. I am sad that we are leaving him.-I went on an exchange to Lake Holm this week! Talk about WEIRD. It was crazy being back in my old area. I was with Sister Judd, a sister from England. She was born in Detroit but grew up in England. We went to go visit a potential investigator and had an interesting experience haha. The guy was like 80 years old. He had fallen that week, and was bent on showing us his bruises. He lifted up his shirt to show us one on his back, and then pulled down his pants to show us one on his hip. So...I got mooned by an eighty year old.-Some sister in the ward, we don't know who, dropped off 10+ bags of groceries at our apartment. I almost started crying. It meant so much to us that they would go out of their way and spend so much money on us! It was a huge miracle and blessing.-We had an AWESOME lesson with Mikayla and Joel this week. They weren't going to let us in, but they did. We talked about a lot, and Sister Hehl and I took turns keeping the kids occupied. I had one of the sweetest moments ever: Taniah, their six year old girl, was looking through my quad with me. In the back, there is a picture of the Salt Lake temple. She literally gasped and stared at the picture. I said, "Isn't it beautiful? That's a temple! I am getting married in there someday." She looked up at me with these big round eyes and said, "Me too!" For that brief moment, I truly saw heaven in her eyes. I saw that recognition that comes from beyond the veil. It was incredible.-I learned some Marshallese! We had a Marshallese sister we were working with to bring back to church. She taught us how to say "How are you?" and "What have you eaten today?" "H et h'am muurr rhine-ee?" and "Quar manga ta rhine-ee?" I love you all, and I love being a missionary. This work is amazing. For some cool scriptures about missionary work read: D&C 133:57-58 and Isaiah 60:22.Hurrah for Israel!
Love, Sister Morrow
Playing some BBall
Click day Celebration
Tuesday, July 16, 2013
Hey all,
It was a pretty rough week this last week, not going
to lie. But I had a lot of good experiences too. :)
I love you all, and I
so appreciate all the letters, prayers, etc.
Love, Sister Morrow
Love, Sister Morrow
Some creative writing by Sister Morrow.....
You Know You're a Missionary When:
-You shovel any food down
whenever you get it
-People yell explicitives at you from moving
vehicles
-You measure time in transfers and remember things in
reference to the last P-day
-District leaders are your best friends or
worst enemies
-Being "dropped" is as bad as it sounds
-First
names become irrelevant, including your own. In fact, your first name starts
sounding like a swear word.
-You get tan lines on your feet from
tracting
-You measure how loved you are by the amount of letters you
get
-You feel sinful wearing jeans, and naked without your
tag
To be continued...
Monday, July 8, 2013
Dear Everyone,
It's been quite a week! I forgot
my journal today so hopefully I can remember everything :/
-Frank: Oh Frank. He had such a
great lesson with him on Wednesday talking about the Book of Mormon and baptism.
He agreed to be baptized, which was awesome. But then he started talking about
that HIS preacher needed to be the one to do it. We tried to explain the whole
priesthood authority thing, but he wasn't having it. But it was a great lesson,
nonetheless. We set up a return appointment for the following Wednesday. But on
Friday, Frank texted us and told us he wasn't interested in the church anymore.
He said that it doesn't matter if the Book of Mormon is true or not because the
Bible is the only thing that matters. He also said he didn't want to betray his
pastor because he has been a good friend to him for the past three months. We
responded that we were sad we wouldn't meet with him anymore, but there we were
still here if he has any questions. He responded with "The real tragedy is that
we can't all worship the same God in the same way." So...we are pretty sure he
got antied by his pastor. It was heartbreaking! I really love Frank. He is such
a humble, down to earth guy. It just kills me that he was so close to the truth
and he is shoving it away.
-We met President Eaton on
Wednesday! Let me tell you, he is incredible. Absolutely incredible. I cannot
wait to work with him! He is so kind, so approachable, and so knowledgeable. I
can already tell that he cares so much about us and about the people here. I
feel so blessed to have him as my mission president.
-Mikayla and Joel--we met this
family about three weeks ago when we were tracting. Mikayla was busy with her
kids so she told us to come back. We came back, and this time her husband Joel
was there. We talked to him for a bit about the Book of Mormon and the
Restoration. He was raised Jehovah's Witness (or J-Dub, like we like to call
them) but was disfellowshipped at age fifteen. He really agreed with everything
we were telling him. We then came back again on Friday, and this time Mikayla
was just there. She told us a little bit more about her family: Joel has PTSD
from fighting in Iraq and really struggles mentally. It is really hard for him
to get out of the house, and he has been spending time in a rehab type place.
Their oldest daughter Hailey has cebral palsy and behavioral disorders. They are
really going through a rough time in their lives. But they are SO ready for this
gospel. As we testified of the truth of the Gospel, the Spirit just filled the
house. Sister Hehl did most of the teaching for that lesson while I kept the
kids distracted. Two girls ages 8 and 5, and a little boy age 3. Next time I am
bringing more stuff to keep them entertained. :) But I am just so excited about
this family. I cannot even express it. Mikayla agreed to be baptized in
September, but we are hoping she decides on sooner. Who knows.
-This transfer apparently is only
going to be a five week transfer! Crazy. So that means we only have two full
weeks left-this week and next. Apparently a lot of sisters are coming in again,
so chances are I will probably be training again. There are also rumors of them
calling more Sister Trainer Leaders. Elder Mckendrick and Grandstaff were
telling us about that and I just scoffed and said, "Well, at least we don't have
to worry about that! We are too new!" Elder Mckendrick said that I shouldn't be
so sure about that, a couple of sisters have been called after only being out
two transfers. Oh man...
-I love this ward. So much. Our
bishop is incredible, and so motivated with missionary work. Also, we have found
a lot of couples who are so willing to help us out. One of those couples is
Lindsay and Seth Gonzales! I don't know if Scott Holt gets these emails, but let
him know that I met them. Seth and Scott were good friends apparently. Oh! The
Wilkinsons are related to Rhonda Robertson! Sister Wilkinson and Rhonda are
cousins. The church is a really small world.
-We visited Julie and Ray this
week, the lady who invited us to her house for a BBQ on the 4th. We went over
but she was having a rough day. Her grandson just had surgery and she was taking
care of him and she was helping her daughter, son-in-law, two grandkids, and
mother-in-law move out of her house. She was stressed, but she let us in and
just talked with us. She showed us around her house and showed us pictures of
her family. She said that she really wants us to come back and have dinner with
her and her husband. Her husband, Ray, wasn't too nice to us the first time we
met them. However, this time he was absolutely wonderful towards us. He said
that he didn't like Elders and never would've let them in his house, but we were
easier to let in. While he was holding his grandson, he said "See Landon, those
are the type of girls you need to marry when you get older. Pure and clean from
the world." I started tearing up when he said that. I hope that we can progress
in the work with them. I love them so much!
-Yesterday, President Eaton and Elder Call our Area Seventy
came to our church block. President Eaton and Elder Call both bore their
testimonies. They said something really profound that I want to expound upon:
President Eaton's dad is in our
ward. He mentioned this, and talked about how his dad used to play the trombone
on people's doorsteps on his mission. He then told us that he himself played the
accordion on people's doorsteps on HIS mission. He was laughing about
"father-like-son." After President finished his remarks, Elder Call said, "It is
funny how the Lord uses different instruments to get His work done." I started
thinking about that. We are all the Lord's instruments, and we all have
something unique about us. Too often I find myself comparing myself to other
missionaries and their successes. "Why can't I have a testimony like ____?" "I
wish I was as good with people as ____." "I need to be more bold like _____."
But that's not who I am. I am me, and always will be. There is something unique
I have that I can share. I may not be as elegant as a flute or as soulful as a
violin, but I've got something to share, and so does everyone else.
Missionary work is wonderful,
exhausting, hard, amazing--everything! 6:30-10:30 days can be really hard. But
you know what? It is worth it.
I love you all! Hurrah for
Israel!
Love, Sister Morrow
Service! We helped with someone's roof. Don't know if that was quite handbook
approved....
Monday, July 1, 2013
Week 10! Double digits whaaa?!
Dear Everyone,
I feel like so much happens in a mission week. I have no clue what to write
about because there is sooo much to write about. But I'll try.
-On Tuesday, we met a hispanic girl named Stephanie while tracting a
sketchy part of town. She is 22, and has had the missionaries over before. She
grew up in America so she speaks perfect English and little Spanish haha. But
anyways. She stopped meeting with the missionaries because her parents got sick
of them because they went over there three or four times a week. It's quite the
balancing act to know how much contact is the right amount of contact. But
anyways. SHE IS ON DATE! Wahoo! She said she would like to be baptized in
September. So September 21 it is. Unfortunately we haven't been able to visit
her yet again but hopefully we will soon.
-I was pretty sick this last week. Just an awful head cold. Blegh. So that
put a damper on everything but I just kept going. That's just what you have to
do with missionary work.
-We have a new investigator named Frank! We had a lesson about the Book of
Mormon and it was awesome. He basically said that he could believe the Book of
Mormon is the work of God. He also came to Sacrament meeting yesterday! It was
going fine and dandy, but then he asked Sister Hehl if we do a collection plate
at the end. She said no, and briefly mentioned we pay ten percent of our income.
As we talked to him after the meeting, he said he couldn't be Mormon because he
can't pay tithing. He also said that he was going to go check out other churches
and he would let us know if he was still interested. We were devastated,
especially Sister Hehl because she felt like she messed it up by mentioning
tithing. BUT. We had a miracle. Sister Hehl accidentally called Frank last night
and he called back and I just straight up asked him, "Frank, are you still
willing to learn about the church?" He said he was! We have another lesson set
up with him for Wednesday.
-Miracle Mikayla! So do you remember me mentioning Mikayla, the
investigator that we got from White River when I was in Lake Holm but we could
never get in contact with her? Well. On Friday, we had the Wilkinsons (a family
in the ward) as a backup plan. We drove there but were really hesitant to go
visit. We sat in the car for five minutes discussing it. We had no reason to go
there. None whatsoever. We had no clue what to talk to them about. But, we were
walking up and Emilia (the eighteen year old Wilkinson girl) pulled up. In the
front seat was MIKAYLA! We talked with her and asked her if she still wants to
be baptized. She said yes! She is on date for July 27th. We taught her the
Restoration on Saturday and she came to church on Sunday. She is the first
investigator that I have seen the gospel literally and physically affect them.
She just lights up when we are teaching her. She grins from ear to ear and sits
up a little bit straighter. It is absolutely incredible to see. You should have
seen her face when we told her that she can have the gift of the Holy Ghost. So
things are going well with her, but her parents are a major obstacle. We can't
meet with her unless her mom is willing to drive her to the Wilkinsons. Her mom
is fine with her learning, but her dad is inactive, and very Anti. It's a
struggle for Mikayla. We are praying that her parents' hearts will be
softened!
-We are now officially the Federal Way mission! So far, not too much has
changed. It will be interesting to see what President Eaton has to bring to the
table. I'm excited.
-Yesterday we had another "What are we doing?" Moment. We had planned to go
drop by a potential investigator. We had no reason to go there, and we had no
clue what we were going to say. As we were walking up to the house, Julie was
outside. She invited us to a BBQ at her house on Thursday! Woooot! It's been
really cool to see Heavenly Father taking care of things. With both Mikayla and
Julie, we didn't know what we were doing. But the Lord did.
For anyone who wants to send me letters or packages, which should be
everybody: ;) My new mission office address is:
23175 224th Pl. SE
Suite E
Maple Valley, WA
98038
Being a missionary is awesome. Hurrah for Israel!
Love, Sister Morrow
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